Sunday, March 22, 2009

serious is the key

Each time I find myself crying, I tell myself that this would be the last. Sometimes I wish this little place would be invisible, so no one would read it and think that I'm trying to tell the world something. Yes I am, but I'm not seeking for sympathy. No that's not it. I've never breakdown in the middle of the night. For most of my life, it's almost familiar to find myself fighting with an emptiness. I'm not going to question why, about life, about anything. Because I know that I will have no answer.

I know I'll be alright soon before I know it, because that's typically me. Sometimes I'm so glad that I'm such a forgetful person. It comes in handy in forgetting the pain. Although emotions can strike without warning again, and you might have to forget them all over, it goes in a cycle anyway.

p/s : i will be serious within this 2 years to make myself better.i promise to myself.

Posted by paopao at 9:52 PM

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