This month is the bad month because im used money so fucking alot to do all my stuffs.. either its important or not, but still money.. the much money goes to my college.. oh my god.. when im gonna finish my college and enter the academy.Day by day im getting worried,fees and age.. both increasing :( oh no!Oh baby are u gonna wait for me ? i wanna love u forever oh forever.. wish ur here with me.I miss u so much..
Jessica Simpson - I Belong To Me
I belong to me...
It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby And I won't give up me to be part of you It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me I complete myself Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me I don't belong to you My heart is my possession I'll be my own reflection I belong to me I'm one not half of two And if you're gonna love me You should know this baby I belong to me
I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby That who I am is not about who I am with, baby That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you I do
I don't need somebody to complete me I want you to know I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul
I belong to me I don't belong to you My heart is my possession I'll be my own reflection I belong to me I'm one not half of two And if you're gonna love me You should know this baby I belong to me
Oh yea
Love don't mean changing who you are to be Who somebody wants you to be Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me I don't belong to you My heart is my possession I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me I don't belong to you My heart is my possession I'll be my own reflection I belong to me I'm one not half of two And if you gonna love me You should know this baby I belong to me
sorry i cannot find the video via youtube.. :( BEBEHHHHHHHHHHHH@_$(@&*&@_$&_$
p/s : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGJnmkkrGHA&feature=related @ Happy Chinese New Year to all my chinese friend,happy celebrating with your beloved family and friends, and may this year new year brings more luck to all of you guys.. stay healthy and styl o heheh from - SQUAD 807 - :]
I must be crazy now Maybe I dream too much But when I think of you I long to feel your touch
To whisper in your ear Words that are old as time Words only you would hear If only you were mine
I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes 'Cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side
I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives forever And I promise you that we will always be together Till the end of time
So today, I finally find the courage deep inside Just to walk right up to your door But my body can't move when I finally get to it Just like a thousand times before
Then without a word he handed me this letter Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said
I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives forever And I promise you that we will always be together Till the end of time
Well maybe I, I need a little love yeah And maybe I, I need a little care And maybe I, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you Oh you need somebody just to hold you If you do, just reach out and I'll be there
I love you, please say You love me too Please say you love me too Till the end of time These three words They could change our lives forever And I promise you that we will always be together
Oh, I love you Please say you love me too Please please Say you love me too Till the end of time My baby Together, together, forever Till the end of time I love you I will be your light Shining bright Shining through your eyes My baby
p/s : i cant find the real video of celine dion :{ i love you honey.. "I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives forever And I promise you that we will always be together Till the end of time" :$
hmm..being tired and stone for the whole day here inside my room.I miss someone there so much..my babybebeh,do u miss me too? why u leave me here :( :( :( :(
I MISS U DAMN MUCH.btw i download the song that u wanted me to hear,celine dion - i love you..its nice and i mean it so much.Just for u :).Oh ya..this is what i found today,the nice story about "A Simple story of True Love and True Care" :(
"I was born in a secluded village on a mountain. Day by day, my parents plowed the yellow dry soil with their backs towards the sky. I have a brother who is 3 years younger than me. I wanted to buy a handkerchief, which all girls around me seemed to have. So, one day I stole 50 cents from my father's drawer. Father had discovered about the stolen money right away.
He made me and my younger brother kneel against the wall as he held a bamboo stick in his hand. "Who stole the money?" he asked. I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Neither of us admitted to the fault, so he said, "Fine, if nobody wants to admit, you two should be beaten!"
He lifted up the bamboo stick. Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and said, "Dad, I was the one who did it!" The long stick smacked my brother's back repeatedly. Father was so angry that he kept on whipping my brother until he lost his breath. After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded my brother; "You have learned to steal from your own house now. What other embarrassing things will you be possibly doing in the future? You should be beaten to death, you shameless thief!"
That night, my mother and I hugged my brother. His body was full of wounds from the beating but he never shed a single tear. In the middle of the night, all of sudden, I cried out loudly. My brother covered my mouth with his little hand and said, " Sis, now don't cry anymore. Everything has happened."
I still hate myself for not having enough courage to admit what I did. Years gone by, but the incident still seemed like it just happened yesterday. I will never forget my brother's expression when he protected me. That year, my brother was 8 years old and I was 11 years old. When my brother was in his last year of secondary school, he was accepted in an upper secondary school in the central. At the same time, I was accepted into a university in the province. That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking, packet by packet. I could hear him ask my mother, "Both of our children, they have good results? Very good results?" Mother wiped off her tears and sighed, "What is the use? How can we possibly finance both of them?" At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front of father and said, "Dad, I don't want to continue my study anymore, I have read enough books."
Father swung his hand and slapped my brother on his face. "Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will send you two to school until you have both finished your study!"
And then, he started to knock on every house in the village to borrow money. I stuck out my hand as gently as I can to my brother's swollen face, and told him, "A boy has to continue his study; If not, he will not be able to overcome this poverty we are experiencing."
I, on the other hand, had decided not to further my study at the university. Nobody knew that on the next day, before dawn, my brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to my side of the bed and left a note on my pillow; "Sis, getting into a university is not easy. I will go find a job and I will send money to you."
I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried until I lost my voice. That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years old. With the money father borrowed from the whole village, and the money my brother earned from carrying cement on his back at a construction site, finally, I managed to get to the third year of my study in the university.
One day, while I was studying in my room, my roommate came in and told me, "There's a villager waiting for you outside!" Why would there be a villager looking for me? I walked out, and I saw my brother from afar. His whole body was covered with dirt, dust, cement and sand. I asked him, "Why did you not tell my roommate that you are my brother?" He replied with a smile," Look at my appearance. What will they think if they would know that I am your brother? Won't they laugh at you?" I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept away dirt and dust from my brother's body. And told him with a lump in my throat, "I don't care what people would say! You are my brother no matter what your appearance is?" From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He put it on my hair and said, "I saw all the girls in town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have one. " I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my brother into my arms and cried.
That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years old. I noticed that the broken window was repaired the first time I brought my boyfriend home. The house was scrubbed cleaned. After my boyfriend left, I danced like a little girl in front of my mother, "Mom, you didn't have to spend so much time cleaning the house!" But she told me with a smile, "It was your brother who went home early to clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand? He hurt his hand while he was replacing the window. "I went into my brother's bedroom. Looking at his thin face, I felt like there are hundreds of needle pricked in my heart. I applied some ointment on his wound and put a bandage on it, "Does it hurt? " I asked him. "No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when at the construction site, stones keep falling on my feet. Even that could not stop me from working." In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my back on him and tears rolled down my face.
That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years old. After I got married, I lived in the city. Many times my husband invited my parents to come and live with us, but they didn't want. They said, once they left the village, they wouldn't know what to do. My brother agreed with them. He said, "Sis, you just take care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of mom and dad here."
My husband became the director of his factory. We asked my brother to accept the offer of being the manager in the maintenance department. But my brother rejected the offer. He insisted on working as a repairman instead for a start.
One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was sent to the hospital. My husband and I visited him at the hospital. Looking at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled, "Why did you reject the offer of being a manager? Managers won't do something dangerous like that. Now look at you, you are suffering a serious injury. Why didn't you just listen to us?"
With a serious expression on his face, he defended his decision, “Think of brother-in-law. He just became the director, and I being uneducated, and would become a manager, what kind of rumors would fly around? "My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I said, "But you lack in education only because of me!" "Why do you talk about the past?" he said and then he held my hand.
That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years old. My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer girl from the village. During the wedding reception, the master of ceremonies asked him, "Who is the one person you respect and love the most?"
Without even taking a time to think, he answered, "My sister." He continued by telling a story I could not even remember. "When I was in primary school, the school was in a different village. Everyday, my sister and I would walk for 2 hours to school and back home. One day, I lost the other pair of my gloves. My sister gave me one of hers. She wore only one glove and she had to walk far. When we got home, her hands were trembling because of the cold weather that she could not even hold her chopsticks. From that day on, I swore that as long as I live, I would take care of my sister and will always be good to her. "Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their attention to me. I found it hard to speak, "In my whole life, the one I would like to thank most is my brother," And in this happy occasion, in front of the crowd, tears were rolling down my face again.
Love and care for the one you love every single days of your life. You may think what you did is just a small deed, but to that someone, it may mean a lot. Have a nice day everyone! May this story inspire you in any way!"
Sayang...I will always always be there for you, i love you because you a part of me. Nothing more in this world will ever be more important than you, Not CS, Not A Car, Not Pilot, BUT YOU! I will never leave you alone ever.. If you could spend one moment in my mind and one second in my heart, you would never doubt my love for you, With all my heart, and all my soul, I will love you till the winds don't blow. Until the oceans turn to stone, my love is yours.Wanting to be with you is like trying to touch the sky.You know you'll never accomplish it, but you just keep on trying! People always want to be the sun that brightens up your life, but I'd rather be the moon that shines down on you in your darknes..
sayang ur the one and only that i want NurAshikin.. ur my no 1,together we wait for our day to be together and forever, and hopefully the time that i be the pilot ur still beside me and hold my hands to future..
p/s:i miss you so much.. and have fun holiday at medan with daddy n mama. @>--;--