Thursday, March 26, 2009

Virgo and Pisces

When Virgo and Pisces join together in a love match, it generally makes for a healthy relationship. The two Signs are opposite one another within the Zodiac, and such Signs tend to be well balanced, one making up for qualities the other lacks. They are an easy-going, do-gooding duo, and often devote their time to helping others as well as one another. Each partner in this couple brings out the best aspects in the other.

Both Signs dote on and adore one another. They strive for a harmonious relationship and are very accepting and sympathetic people. Virgo can help Pisces fulfill dreams and ambitions and give them the tools they need to turn ideas into reality. Virgo will provide a solid, steady base for the more emotional and intuitive Fish. On the other hand, Pisces offers a gentle touch, kindness and an emotional depth that Virgo appreciates. Virgo is interested in material comforts and at times cannot understand the simplistic attitude of Pisces. Their life's aspirations can be very different. Once they can accept and overcome this difference, and learn to combine their energies, theirs will be a very rewarding relationship.

Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Pisces is ruled by Jupiter and Neptune. When Mercury and Neptune come together a beautiful spiritual connection is made. Together, they represent an idealistic partnership. Pisces is also ruled by Jupiter. This adds a yang energy to the combination and represents philosophy, expansion and excesses. This trio brings excellent communication, empathy, imagination and creativity to the relationship.

Virgo is an Earth Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. Generally the two are very compatible, as both Water and Earth are real, tangible things. Pisces, as a Water Sign, is born to connect humankind, and when they come together with Earth there is not a stronger natural bond. Virgo may have a more stable view of life than their partner. They can help their lover ground that poetic Pisces nature. But too much of a good thing can turn to mud if both partners aren't careful. Pisces's flightiness may annoy Virgo, and Pisces may in turn feel that Virgo is too scientific. But it will be easy for them to find a way to work around these disparities.

Virgo and Pisces are both Mutable Signs. Both like to move from one arena to another as the feeling takes them. They each are continuously inspired and assisted by one another, forming a cyclical ring of new ideas and a steady stream of excitement. Conflict rarely arises between them, and when it does it quickly resolves itself. Both partners have learned the fine art of compromise.

What's the best aspect of the Virgo-Pisces relationship? It's their complementary and harmonious attitude toward one another. The overall empathy and commitment these two Signs value in a relationship is what will keep the ties strong and long lasting. Everyone will be envious of their devotion to one another, as well as to their friends and the community.

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Monday, March 23, 2009

let the heart make the decision..

I don't have to forget the person, I could always missed that person. What I have to do about myself is that i must go on. For me, i always still missed the girl i love the most. I guess she missed me too.I'm the one who ran away from her, because at first i wanted to forget her. But then i was wrong, i can't just forget the person, instead im trying to wish her always being happy w/o me around. I still living my life, hang out with my friends. Do alot of activities, but i know that the person i still love is still her. I dowant force myself to forget a person, the more you force the more you feels pain...in my heart. Like many other people have said, let your heart make the decision. My heart still love her, but your brain wants to forget... that is the my problem... i can still love, i also have a choice to move on and live with my life. Try to use that to live, there are many obstacle you might face later on me have to face by myself... There are many things waiting for me to do...don't force myself to forget her because trying to forget someone is like trying to remember the person you never met...

I can forget the person, but I can't forget the memories...

I hope you feel better and be a better girl.

p/s : dont let your brain control yourself,let heart be the number 1 to make the decision.gonna miss u day by day. Class is going to start soon,eswc is around the corner for have fun with friends,may all the plans going to be smooth and beautiful..and yeah i still missed u,but i must let u go for a better life to you.

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

serious is the key

Each time I find myself crying, I tell myself that this would be the last. Sometimes I wish this little place would be invisible, so no one would read it and think that I'm trying to tell the world something. Yes I am, but I'm not seeking for sympathy. No that's not it. I've never breakdown in the middle of the night. For most of my life, it's almost familiar to find myself fighting with an emptiness. I'm not going to question why, about life, about anything. Because I know that I will have no answer.

I know I'll be alright soon before I know it, because that's typically me. Sometimes I'm so glad that I'm such a forgetful person. It comes in handy in forgetting the pain. Although emotions can strike without warning again, and you might have to forget them all over, it goes in a cycle anyway.

p/s : i will be serious within this 2 years to make myself better.i promise to myself.

Posted by paopao at 9:52 PM

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Friday, March 20, 2009

i belive on myselft forever and ever..

But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar

- There are miracles in life I must achieve

p/s : 3.00^ CGPA is on my hand,i believe on myself.syukurlah.. syukur alhamdulillah.

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

HARI INI

HARI INI PENUH,HARI YANG PENUHDENGAN PENYESALAN.YA ALLAH,AMPUNI DOSA HAMBAMU INI.AKU BERDOSA KEPADA MU,SEMALAM KAU KURNIAKAN AKU DENGAN KEBAHAGIAN,TETAPI AKU HANCURKAN HARI INI DENGAN KEBURUKAN.

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Sheila on 7 - Yang Terlewatkan

dimana kau selama ini
bidadari yang ku nanti
kenapa baru sekarang
kita dipertemukan

sesal kan tiada arti
karna semua tlah terjadi
kini kau tlah menjalani, du du du du du
sisa hidup dengannya

reff:

mungkin salahku melewatkanmu
tak mencarimu sepenuh hati
maafkan aku


kesalahanku melewatkanmu
hingga kau kini dengan yang lain
maafkan aku

tak berulang kembali
kau tak akan terlewati
segenap hati ku cari, du du du du du
dimana kau berada

repeat reff

walau ku terlambat
kau tetap yang terhebat
melihatmu, mendengarmu
kau lah yang terhebat

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Monday, March 16, 2009

NO SACRIFICE NO VICTORY

NO SACRIFICE NO VICTORY!? what im trying to say about this quote? exactly the words is a meaningful for everyone including me,anyone want to achieve something special and important in this world but its not easy to get.

oh my dear blog,let me share something with u today..i guess im prefer to use bm + english as my words to write down here to avoid broken english even i know my english i totally broken,but im not giving up to keep learning because i know who am i and what i want to be.

lets start,mari mulakan.. 1st at all im totally in trouble with myself because of my heart is broken and my feeling is down.What else can i say,that means im in problem with my true love and relantionship.Nothing much can i do than pray to Allah,wait with fully hope and bersabar.I know everythings came from Allah,i accepted with hati yang terbuka.I got back to my love,ashikin for last few days ago after i avoid her about 3 weeks.My story start here..

Walaupun aku telah melepaskan perasaan yg amat mendalam ini jauh pergi dan tidak mengharap awak akan kembali kerana saya tahu saya tidak sempurna dan tidak layak utk memberi kebahagian kepada diri awak buat masa kini walaupun cinta yg sy bawa dari awal adalah suci dan benar.Tanpa diri awak, sy bagaikan tak bernyawa seperti hilang arah tujuan,tapi apakan daya semua itu dugaan..sy terima dengan redha kerana awak ialah heart dlm hidup sy,heart bukannya didalam hati tetapi hear yg benar2 bernyawa didalam badan sy.Bukan kerana sy tidak mencintai diri awk wahai nur ashikin,tetapi sy tidak mahu diri sy menjadi penghalang cinta diantara awak dan dia.Saya tahu dia lebih layak menerima awak kerana dia berkerjaya dan dpt memberi masa depan dan kesenangan yg bahagia utk diri awak,walaupun berat utk diterima tetapi saya akan bahagia bila melihat awak bahagia,believe this.Sy tak suka bersaing buat masa ini sebab sy tahu sy have nothing.

Tetapi selepas melepaskan buat beberapa minggu awk dtg kembali,after a 1st touch,perasaan sayang makin datang n mendalam selepas perasaan itu dihayutkan ke dlm hati ini.. cinta n sayang makin kuat di dalam hati and jiwa sy..tapi apakan daya semuanya tidak boleh dipaksa dan terburu2...sy akan bersabar menanti jawapan yg ikhlas dan jujur dari awk tidak kisahlah sama ada baik ataupun buruk,apa yg sy harapkan ialah kejujuran dan keikhlasan jawapan dari awk..awak,saya terima dengan hati yg amat terbuka.Cinta amat suci,cinta ialah pengorbanan dan kesakitan bukan pengkhiatan atau pendendaman..kalau awak bukan milik saya,hati ini tetap milik awak,kebahagian masa depan awak akan terukir dihati saya juga.. saya akan gembira bila melihat awak sgt bahagia.

Tidak ada apa yg perlu saya perjuangkan lagi kerana cinta dan hati ini sudah menjadi milik awak,yg menjadi penghalang diantara awak dan saya ialah hati dan perasaan awak sendiri,awak belum kenal dan paham apa yg ada didlm hati dan perasaan awak mahukan,seperti yg awak katakan, awak nak menyucikan dan membersihkan jiwa dan hati awak utk sebelum membuat keputusan,yang hanya saya mampu buat sekarang ialah berdoa supaya akan Allah berikan awak petunjuk utk mencari kebahagian dan kebaikan didlm hidup awak.Sy faham jurang kita berbeza disebabkan masalah financial,awak berkerjaya dan saya masih terkapai2 mencari masa depan yg tak tentu lagi..bagi saya umur bukan penghalang.Sy tika pernah putus asa apa yg saya lakukan sama ada dpt atau pun tidak,saya tetap akan perjuangan nasib masa depan saya dengan penuh harapan dan berdoa kepada Allah.Saya sanggup berkorban demi melihat kebahagian yg akan terpancar dimuka awak.Tapi awak sentiasa kena ingat,money is not everythings..kita hidup didunia hanya sementara.Future saya tak ada org yg akan tahu..tetapi kita boleh membentuknya.

Yang penting buat diri sy ialah sayang dan cinta dengan sepenuh hati,kalau duit yg, perempuan yg byk pun tak gunea jugakan... bagi sy.. baik sy mengalah disebabkan byk kekurangan yg saya ada berbandingan dengan dia.. selain itu org yg mengalah akan lebih di ingati..jikalau awak dia beri peluang utk menjadi milik sy,yg mampu sy kataka buat hari ini ialah berikan apa yg terbaik utk diri awk.Tetapi terlalu byk benda yg sy langsung berikan kepada awak selain perasaan yg jujur dan ikhlas ini..lebih baik awak melupakan pasal diri saya,dan lebihkan masa utk berfikir pasal dia

Jikalau awak kembali kepada saya suatu hari nanti dengan hati yg penuh keikhlas, bersih dan suci.. dan juga penuh dengan harapan yg tinggi utk memiliki sy,saya yakin itu adalah kemenangan utk diri saya.. dan berharap cinta itu masih milik awak selama lamanya kerana awak ialah hati saya yg bernyawa di dlm diri saya.Tak ada apa yg perlu sy takutkan kerana Allah sentiasa ada bersama2 sy.. sekalung doa akan sy pohonkan utk awak untuk mendapat petunjuk yg benar didlm diri awak..maybe bukan diri saya dan dia mungkin org yg lebih baik dpt memberi petunjuk kepada awak..kalau awk betul2 mencari seseorg utk dijadikan suami sy harap awak pilihlah yg betul2 terbaik utk diri awak dari semua segi aspek,sy rasa sudah cukup lama awak bermain dengan perasaan dan hati awak sendiri.. mulakan hidup yg baru dengan penuh pembaharuan utk mencapai niat awak yg suci itu utk berfamily.Tak ada org dpt merubah seseorg itu selain perubahan itu dtg dari dirinya sendiri..

Sebelum sy mengundurkan diri,Awak nak tahu tak? ada 3 org didlm hati ni..1st ialah my mum,2nd is my dad and 3rd is my sisters..awak tak ada tempat didlm hati saya disebabkan kenapa ? disebabkan awak... BECAUSE U ARE MY HEART! yang hidup didalam badan saya..

awak..Time will always fly, but my love will never die. Keep in touch and remember me..semoga awak berjaya dan bahagia dengan apa yg awak pilih,remember jadikan jujur dan keikhlasan itu sebagai pendorong awak..9thn yg lepas itu awak kena lupakan dan mulakan hidup baru awak dengan penuh pembaharuan.I think i should give back your words that last time u used,its My love dies when the last patal fall.Dont forget to pray more to Allah adn read your tafsir Al-Quran ya!

Im always a winner because im not a quitter.i have Learned to stop being a stressed person because Allah always with me.Insya-Allah.HEALTHYLIFE <3 //honeyku,nur ashikin taha ..happy anniversary for 1 year and 8 months, i count it till today :) <3

Posted by paopao at 3:30 AM

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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Team Impheatus

Team Impheatus will attend this upcoming competition on this Saturday.The competition will be heading at MMU Cyber Jaya,oh yeah no more lonely weekand hahaha..the players will be :-

Impheatus rezaytrzyrex
Impheatus Salvador
Impheatus Sueng-Ri
Impheatus Vadr
Impheatus eIYoO

There will be one more gaming event heading at MMU called Cyber Fusion by next week called CYBER FUSION,which will be held in Grand Hall, Multimedia University, Cyberjaya on 10th till 12th April 2009.Team Impheatus will be joining this event too..BRAVO 8075!

Cyber Fusion prizes
Counter Strike 1.6 (CS)
Champion: RM 5,000
First Runner-up: RM 3,000
Second Runner-up: RM 2,000
4th place: RM 1,500
5th place: RM 1,000
6th place: RM 800
7th place: RM 500
8th place: RM 300

WISH ALL THE BEST TO US!

Posted by paopao at 11:53 PM

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Monday, March 2, 2009

How many guys willing to do this?

Dear readers,today i want to share with all of u some touched story about a guy who willing to do some unexpected things just for his lovely gf even that girl not in the perfect healthy.The story is short but the meaning is very meaningful to me.I hope one day someone like this guy but its a girl will accept the way i are even she knows i not in the good condition of healthy and its serious.How many girls willing to do like this to me ? back to the story let me share with all the readers,enjoying reading this short meaningful story..

From the very Beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in
overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know i that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You."
With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled."....

p/s : I know im the one who not very good in words too.But all I know is that I love you with all my fully heart and life.If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life..,but im the one that always keeps what is the meaning of promises on the top,loving you with my fully heart and confident without any doubt without any question,but only last few days i realized that someone is not loving me with her fully heart will makes the relationship messed up and unhappy,she is still confused with her feeling and life.. i just let it go to makes sure she is happy for the rest of her life..i will always and remember to keep my promises inside my heart.

Posted by paopao at 7:50 AM

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