Thursday, February 15, 2007
the ghost of you is killing me softly
sob sob and today i feel so touched..yestarday i mean,actually i got no time to write down here yestarday.Trying to being a busy with something but the result is still the same.The ghost of you is killing me softly! Grrrrr we are not suppose to moving to anywhere yet because the reason we moved is sad and im too stupid doing the fucking stupid mistake in my life,im so sorry.Nuthing much did i done today,after class went to Megamall repair my stupid SWATCH watch,damn you so cheap, and im with zeal.He bought something for his gf for valentine day,chocolate and some stuffs from bodyshop..and im buying body spray from there also..haha WTF ? nyumm the smell is not bad any my 100bucks is gone..wah wah wah..walking around and sudden the feeling is so touched to see people around the mall..some of them walking together with sweet smiling and holding someone lovely beside.and WHY lah im so sad and touched @@~ ..HER and HER again keep rounding around my mind..doinks! im stressed with that :( ..i hate my self
Just went back from TTDI and Hartamas for few minute ago with my best listener friend shoux,Hartamas for chilling shisha..still the same both of urs stressed with girl and life, we couldnt understand enough? just wanna learn everything simple after this..wish both of urs will happy soon and get what we want too.Few hour at Uncle Don we moving to TTDI garden in fornt of the SRK or SMK TTDI (2) if im not wrong..we walking inside the dark forest.Walked for we minute to inside until we found 1 nice spot,its "Jambatan Gantung" we lepak over there with the darkness around.We continue back talking about life,sweet memories with someone we love, and girls? lol..hmm and keep telling him i cannot concentrate in study so much.If this final result is getting bad,i will take a break for a few month to realize some stress until i get ready back :( i want to study,but something is bothering me..im not stronger enough sial..noob!We spoil the air over there because we smoke hahaha.. oh my godness i feel like im addicted to smoking.Ur dead!
Good Nite and sweet dream,the ghost of you is killing me softly..
We should't moving to anywhere sayang,and im so sorry so damn much until.Believe me!my love for u is still there :[
Posted by paopao at 6:23 AM
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Monday, February 12, 2007
Feel so Sorry and So Free
feel so sorry to Patricia and Rnsw so much,im sorry im sux and cannot be someone special in your heart.thanks for let me take some experience and falling in the most nightmare dream in my life called love...sho's we talked so much last nite,and im thinking today i feel so free like just out from kepompong rama-rama dowh! hopefully it will go on with it until i succesfull until the end of my life.The Blue Sky is still in my heart!
Rushing for NAP,sorry and sorry and sorry, and my word sorry is just a shxt.Good Bye for now.The truth just hate me and im not your friend anymore?that is what u want,so i will accept since u feel that is the best thing for u.No more hurt after this to me,i dowant to be hurt anymore with this kind of things.Its really2 make my life sick and stuck in the ground like a brainless people.
I dowant regarts anymore.Be happy girls
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
Good Luck!
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.TEN.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
Bad News
And yestarday i just received bad news from some friend that one of Cadet Pilot from HMA Langkawi has been crashed at Penang and lucky nothing happen to the cadet Nor Azlan Yazid,syukurlah..more source i founded at utusan.com.my,here:-
Pesawat terhempas di laut, juruterbang terselamat
BUTTERWORTH 9 Feb. – Sebuah pesawat ringan, Diamond DA40 yang menghadapi masalah enjin, terhempas di perairan Pulau Aman dekat sini pukul 5.45 petang ini tetapi juruterbangnya berjaya menyelamatkan diri tanpa sebarang kecederaan.
Mangsa, Nor Azlan Yazid, 25, yang sedang menjalani latihan penerbangan bebas, berjaya keluar dari pesawat milik syarikat Halim Mazmin Aerospace di Langkawi itu, sebelum ia tenggelam.
Pengurus Penerbangan Awam (DCA) Pulau Pinang, Ooi Chuan Leong berkata, juruterbang pelatih Malaysia Airlines System (MAS) bernasib baik kerana memakai jaket keselamatan.
“Pada pukul 5.22 petang, pesawat itu berlepas dari Lapangan Terbang Antarabangsa Bayan Lepas untuk ke Langkawi sebelum mengalami masalah enjin enam minit kemudian.
“Keadaan itu memaksanya untuk melakukan pendaratan cemas kira-kira tiga batu nautika di selatan Pulau Aman dekat sini.
“Sebelum mendarat, beliau berjaya membuat panggilan kecemasan dengan Pangkalan Udara Tentera Udara Diraja Malaysia (TUDM) Butterworth,” katanya kepada pemberita di Hospital Pantai Mutiara Pulau Pinang dekat sini malam ini.
Chuan Leong memberitahu, Nor Azlan yang berasal dari Selangor sehingga kini telah pun melakukan penerbangan bebas selama 80 jam.
Difahamkan mangsa ketika ini yang tidak mengalami sebarang kecederaan, ditempatkan di hospital berkenaan untuk pengawasan.
Sementara itu, Ketua Polis Daerah Seberang Perai Selatan, Supritendan Zainal Abdul Aziz berkata, pesawat terbabit berlegar-legar di udara sebelum melakukan pendaratan cemas.
Beliau berkata, enjin pesawat tiba-tiba mati menyebabkannya menjunam ke laut dan ketika itulah juruterbang berjaya menyelamatkan diri.
‘‘Juruterbang itu diselamatkan oleh beberapa nelayan yang membawanya ke pantai dekat Pulau Aman,” katanya kepada Utusan Malaysia.
Katanya, Noor Azlan sedang dalam latihan dari Langkawi-Pulau Pinang-Ipoh bermula pukul 3 petang dan sepatutnya berakhir pukul 6 petang.
Dalam pada itu, Ketua Polis Marin Wilayah Utara, Asisten Komisioner Zainul Abidin Hasan berkata, pihaknya menerima panggilan mengenai kejadian itu dari Ibu Pejabat Kontinjen pada kira-kira pukul 5.45 petang.
Berikutan itu, katanya, sebuah bot peronda dan sebuah bot laju menjalankan kerja-kerja mencari dan menyelamat
source : Utusan.com.my
http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/content.asp?y=2007&dt=0210&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Dalam_Negeri&pg=dn_03.htm
Good Luck to all flyers,have fun and safe flying :) amin.
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Friday, February 9, 2007
kiss the rain
Kiss the rain?seem looks like ur crazy! haha..actually nope,im kissing the rain because i missing my princess creamdream so much.This evening was raining,slowly im moving out from my room,looked at the rain falling down into the ground..until the part i was remember to 1 song sound like "kiss the rain,whenever u need me..bla bla when u miss me and at last i kiss the rain,yes i do kiss the rain! im not crazy just doing some fun from the song by Billie Myers :]'Cause I'm
Trying to explain
Something's wrong
You just don't sound the same
Hello,can u hear me? :(
Here im try to explain something to you,but when the time i to tell the truth,the true love from my deeply heart,and something..u just ingore it,where is the old of you?i miss it and always hope the chances,and i dunno until when my hope to you will stick with my life..one day u will know whats the meaning of true love that can make u do everything until u lost your control.
Pat,I miss you so much..come back to me.
Billie Myers - Kiss The Rain
Hello
Can you hear me?
Am I gettin' through to you?
Hello
Is it late there?
There's a laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone?
'Cause I'm
Trying to explain
Something's wrong
You just don't sound the same
Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone, too long.
If your lips
Feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn.
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
as empty for me, as for you
If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello
Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I'm missing you
What's new?
How's the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
You sound so close but it feels
like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind
In my mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain
And you'd fall over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips
Feel lonely and tempted
Kiss the rain
and wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me, as for you
If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Oooooohhhhh
Kiss the rain
Oooooohhhhh
Kiss the rain
Hello
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007
Feb to the ru to the A'ry
w0w its kinda long i didnt post any news of my life over here.The time is moving so fast and now is already February.Any closed things and memories behind still fresh in my mind.February? oh its mean my final exam will coming soon around 3 more week and i still here swing swing in the middle of nowhere.I dunno what will happen for this sem result,hope everything gonna be okay.Try and do your best is usually out from everyone mind and mouth,whatelse to say rite.Im not gonna write down much over here,i know there is alot of things in my mind to write over here.But my feeling not let me to do so.
..The 1st picture from you to me,i miss you so much
I lost my spirit and my confident so much,i miss her so damn much rite now and i dunno when i can see her again.Maybe just in my dream that usally happen to me.Im sorry for everything,im sorry to make u cry.I dowant it happen because i love u so much,but i dunno how could this happen between urs.I still wish that 1 day i could have u back.Do keep in touch if u read my blog,i really really need you in my side.Love make me crazy and im learning alot of that.
This few day,something bad news is around me.Zeal's grandmother passed away on saturday if im not wrong and yestarday one of my friend Hawk @ Faiz too.May the rest in peace,Al-Fatihah to Faiz.
Im reading alot of Aviation > Aspiring pilots forum and news,i try to find back my fully spirit to be one of the The Aviator,isit work ? im not sure yet.. because im still the same here,huh does i need to say that no more love for me?why must i be like this ? maybe this is what i promise to myself "i wont find any girl until i become a pilot" maybe the sumpah is already there,if the word is correct..i will it go,"Ya Allah kuatkan lah semangat ku untuk menempuh hari-hari yang bakal ku tempuhi.Berikan hambamu ini semangat untuk memperolehi ilmu pengetahuan" Amin..where can i find back my spirit! :( but i guess i know where is my spirit,and i know it wont work since i already asking for it.Where was it? it could be my special girl friend,Patricia.
You look fresh :)..im sorry to post your pic here,u look awesome >.<
To the right to the right :] ..im sorry again to post this pic here without your permission,dont sue me.
Im sorry to publish your name here again my dear,im totally lost without you.I dunno why my heart and feeling is so deeply on you.What can i say is "You'r My True Love" ..im feel so sorry to make u cry.Its not in my mind to make u that,please believe me, ur my true love.5 of November 2006 is still fresh my mind,miss the day and everything about you,5 of November 2003 also the 1st email u send to me.What a sweet memories in 5 of November,hope something sweet and nice will happen next on 5 of November,its only me and you.Good Luck on your study and your life dear.You look sweet in the pictures on the colleges trip to Cameron Highland,holding a camera so awesome :)
After for so long i cannot publish any songs that out in my mind due some problem with the new internet port, and today i will post back any song that out in my mind and bring any expression to me,LyricalExpression -.- im sorry for hurt you sayang.Forgive me,i still love you so much.
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
..im not suppose to do that to you,and im sorry..i know im wrong :( Please forgive me and i will always hope to have u back forever.
Christina Aguilera
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you