Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Never..Nahi,whatselse?
Never say I Love You..
if it isn't really there,
Never talk about feelings..
if you really don't care,
Never hold my hand..
if you gonna break my heart,
Never say you are gonna..
if you don't plan to start,
Never look into my eyes..
and all you do is lie,
Never say hello..
if you really mean goodbye,
If you mean forever..
then please say you'll try,
Never say forever..
..because forever makes me cry.
"Nur Ashikin Taha,your history is mine [160607]
Posted by paopao at 12:30 AM
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
im tried my best
As normal i will be back active to this page,to write anything pack inside my heart and mind.Im already tried my best to do for someone,but maybe its just not for me to have anyone yet..and please i dowant it happen again.Its enough for the great 22years old im alive to falling in the world called love and i just cannot comfartable to touch that world.Im stress and blurry,dear Allah..if she is not mine to live together with me please get it out from my mind and feeling.Syukur for the all happiness that happen on me,money cannot buy my heart and feeling.
Its enough for today,im away from the normal live...i will create back my own world.Welcome back Rezza.Be strong and i guess im better to handle this thing compare than before.Good nite.
Posted by paopao at 2:29 AM
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
I just need the answer called HONEST
This nite im feeling not very feel,im feel something happen in our relantionship that i dunno whether good or bad,and the mostly that i hope is everyday is a good news from her.I just couldnt believe that i will falling in love with someone again because i thought my heart already closed to loving any girls in this world.But im always thanks to god that im already have someone that loves me called NurAshikin,syukur alhamdulillah.Even i know something not feeling well,and i need some answer that maybe i know or dunno the question,anything just i need the honest answer and true love from her DEEP and FULLY heart.. that honestly loves me.Nothing else i need for the question,just the word honest out from her heart and mouth.
I hope everything will go correctly without hurt anyone,i will respect any decision.Dad i will remember your words.Anything happen my dream still need to go on..remember remember that "My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer?" be honest with my oh my dear LOVE,sayangi daku kerana kau mencintai aku bukan kerana kau mengasihani aku... kejujuran didalam hati yang selalu ku inginkan bukan permainan yang ku mahukan...jujurlah pada diriku ini wahai bebehku.
Ya Allah,kuatkan semangat hambumu ini untuk terus hidup dan mencapai cita2,tat kala seketika aku lupa tanggungjawab ku terhadapmu and kedua ibubapa ku.. segala benda baik datang dari mu dan buruk adalah dari pilihan ku.. berikan aku kekuatan untuk mencapai cita2 ku selagi aku mampu.. Amin.
Be strong Rezza,ur the one and only to be PILOT,no one else can change that.Live and Die for Aviation.Life goes on....Be honest with me Bebeh.
Posted by paopao at 2:04 AM
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Monday, July 16, 2007
Already a month
Happy Anniversary Bebeh,this is my 1st time in life im celebrating this kind of love chase.Im sorry if there got any mistake anything kind of things that u didnt like about our day.Everything im done or doing just for the best,i have tried to be best if there still incomplete for anyone im feel so sorry.Boby i will always remember your words until the end of my life!.
Happy Anniversary to myself and bebeh,may god bless us to be together until the end of our life..fight for our love if there is our future to be born together.I will always be at your bright and dark side to accompany u.I love you so much bebeh
Posted by paopao at 6:43 PM
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Friday, July 13, 2007
Everyday im getting happy and happy
Yeah everyday im getting happy and happy with her,she makes my life more brigther,i feel like i owe her a big things ever because she change mylife to be more better and stronger.What i hope is she will be mine in my side even im down.To my dear god Allah,syukur alhamdullilah..kepada-Mu aku berserah segalanya.Aku hanya lah hambu mu yang lemah yang dapat membuat sesuatu terbaik dan hanya diri-Mu sahaja dapat menilai baik dan buruk sesuatu itu.I just want let her to know that she is my part of my life,beside my family and dream to be the great aviator..im sorry if the way i go to reach my goal takes a very long time.No one can break my dream..Pilot is equal of my life even i dunno much how to works for it.. but the passion and feeling is too deep to tell.But i just dunno for how more long i need to wait and be that.Sometimes i will always forgot to pray to my dear god Allah,kepadaMu aku berserah segalanya.. redhai apa yang hambuMu ini harapkan.Amin
To my dear bebeh Nur Ashikin Taha,i want to know that i will always want your support and be at my side forever,plase take care of me and the important things is my heart and feeling,be honest and respect me..im really love the way u looks now and hopefully u didnt change anything for another people.I know that i got nothing to show u now..and what i will promise u i will do my best to take care of you until the end of mylife.Pray for my dream and our realantionship to be forever and ever..everything about the happiness,hope the happiness will be with us together too..together we reach our own goal! Love u so very very the much bebeh,more than word.