Saturday, August 18, 2007
everything gonna be ok
r u gonna be okay? yes im gonna be okay hehehehe..ok tak ok i still need to face it lah.. lets talk about today,huh wanted to visit the air carnival at Malacca started from Fri - Sunday..but i dont think so i can make it,just not felling to drive to that far.. dunno the mood is gone,lets talk about something gaming n heart.
Why GAMING? because it was part of my life too,since i was in secondary im started to playing online and lan games,haha until now both of them already stucked inside my heart and what im trying to do is when im down games makes my heart..just to be that cause no one else can fix it.Huh but year by year im changed,getting drunk and smokes alot.. this is not the real me :( im getting wrost,even i knew i need to change but im still in the lowest part to make ke strong.. and what i hope is i could do all my plan in good way for me and my family.
Ok im sux,talking about gaming...today is totally tired,getting hardcore training and some dry run for my team,r we gonna show something special on the day?depends on luck and our own skill,guys try our best to get the top5!no bullshit to make it happen rite?yeah im feel like my skills getting better,awp? oh joke but its real.. hahah syok sendiri sekejap,kawan2 thanks for the support!try our best la yeeeeeeeeee :]
Oh trying to be happy outside is easy,but the internal is always on my mind..its happen not in the time,will happen anytime :( huh just tell to myself everything is a dream,why this could be happen to me again,what a sad and broken inside..just wanted to get heal from the old broken int the end just a dream, :( im always unlucky to do that..so we just go on with single life and simple life..IM BROKEN AGAIN,why do u choose me to be your victim?just to show to someone that ur more caring on him than me ? huh i guess i can read your mind even u havent tell me anything yet.. what a shame,no need to be lie for what u trying for your own good better than keep it secret and will heart me..thanks to you once again,and congrats for the convocation.I just can smell the view from far,and we just born to be friend..jokes each other is better than getting sad and hampa.Nvm im always keep it as a sweet memories in mylife..im learning something new,be happy with your life!
NATURALONES - Yezriq with a broken heart,let the heart feel the pain but not the dream! dear dream i hope u could make my life happy until the end of my life..i want to fly far away from here and start a new life.Not with anyone but my family.. yes i do!
Posted by paopao at 8:23 AM
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