Sunday, May 27, 2007
What is this weiiiiiiiiiiiii
Today Saturday, 26 of May 2007 im created new story of my life again,be drunken master for 2nd time in my life.Ivy club is the place to remember.Jack Daniel was the evil water moving the whole of my body.. stupid bloody malay rezza.Drinks and smoked,Dunhill light 1 box for me.I still dunno why,everything happen and whatever im doing...she is the 1 around my mind ? wtf is this.. how do i want to avoid it..kill my self isit ? ya i think that is the way..but im not that stupid to do that,i knew im drunk now.. i can feel so high,ah whatever..nobody will scold me,im in my own world..and the motive im typing this just for me to remembered again what was im doing on today..nomore happy life for me.Crap oh crap what im trying to do..i cannot thinking much,only her is on my mind that all.
Everyday im trying to boost my own spirit by my own self..wake up wake up,but im falling back again for a minute..i think im going to botak my hair again, let the dye hair gone.I think im going to do that soon,if the part time job for hair show canceled..i wish im not selected.Just to remember back to my own self,2 more semesta to go...and how about after that? am i selected to join academy,r u think ur selected rezza? what do u think rezza.. r u good enough to be cadet rezza ? or im going to be sampah for 1 day ? which one is you rezza..dont disturb me, no one can change my mind and i wont listen to anyone except her..BTW WHAT IM TRYING TO DO NOW ? stupid fuck face rezza..IM THE EVIL OF MY SELF.. when am i going to be perfect so i cannot be wrong anymore to anybody in this world...oh i think nobody can be perfect in this world.. mean im going to be alone forever.
Posted by paopao at 6:52 AM
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