Monday, May 14, 2007

"It is ME that chose to be a pilot, not YOU"

"I CAN GET THROUGH THIS" set to my mind, said Ann.Yeah i will do that so far so good,for my own good to see her again soon.Without any improvement in my life nobody will care and see me in the good way.Thanks once again to Ann for support and cheer me up,ur nice friend.Oh noooo today i saw her picture again, ftw i feeling so so so cair siol, damn.. she is so gorgeous and sweet, too bad not for me yet :( wuwuwu.. sad sad.Nah take this as challenge come on,i lost by 1 special thing in my life.. there still have 1 more to take it away and successfull it.Okay till now,dont to over confident to thinking much and dreaming much,do it and show it 1st,i want flyinglikeabirds ok!

Friends im sorry again im down,i just cannot control my self.. but like what ann's said,without any step from me,there anything will change in my life.. nah I CAN GET THROUGH THIS!!! this is what i must do yeah,dont make any stupid retard things again,its wasted.Learning a goods things to make a change,heh final is coming yuhuuuu... and 2 more semesta to go,and back to the old plan,would i get a chance to get into the sweets place called Flying Academy? huh~ pray and hope much to god.Im coming im coming to you my loves aircraft and patricia :$ lol.Im in love with both of you since long time ago.

What a touching story when someone try to give me spirit last few years ago but now she is gone,its sound like this "You must never give up okay? Aih, life is always about facing constant problems...but hey, that's what life's all about right? But whenever we are feeling down, if we can keep a sense of humor about life, we would get through just about anything. And dun forget to try ur very best to always look on the brightside..." maybe my brightside of life will complete without you,i only can love u in my soul and illusion but not in real life,every words came from you it will be the end in my life,thanks for sweet memories..ur the one i will never forget until i die,god please dont change this in my mind,i dare to do this because i knew my own self character.Berkorban demi you and the one you choose,i will pray for your own good that u will always be happy with him forever.i will be happy to see your happynies

Ferhad - Pernah...

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