Friday, April 6, 2007
Today is different than another days
yeah its totally different today,i get drunk like a mad.I never do this before in my life,but for sure,i done this for a reason...when i remember something and someone important in my life ever but nth can help it.Its stupid but nothing can stop me,thai club is the devil ask me for the chivas drink? ..nobody fault,its my own self..walk like a stupid,shouting like a dog that is me...yeah at last i knew who that those people drunk.What ever happen i still remember about u,about everything and the most important for my life is you and my ambition.
I miss her so much,but nothing can help me.. we're not in the list to be together,let the feeling and sadness be with me ever,and the best happy life with you ever.Everything is my fault like what u told me.I admit it everything eventho i cannot.But nothing will help it rite,im always be the loser and the unlucky,its okay if im unlucky to have someone special for my heart for ever,but just give me a chance to be someone better to catch and be the pilot,its sound like from dream to be reality.
Im sorry mama and papa for this,i knew im not suppose to drunk...but nothing can stop me again.Im really2 sorry!
Im missing my dear Goh Patricia Yit so much,for the honest and only dream on sleeping can be nice for a while for me to meet her and see her face.Have a nice day everyone.im sorry everyone..im not the best to avoid something that ilegal things.The love and feeling will be always around me,pray it forever and ever for me so that i wont flirt with another else,and i wont be more useless than this.Everythings is called life, and what ever happened,life must goes on.
p/s : Chivas owns me,and 1st time in my life i get drunk and overdose until getting mad like hell..oh this is new bastard life!
Posted by paopao at 3:00 AM
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