Tuesday, February 6, 2007
Feb to the ru to the A'ry
w0w its kinda long i didnt post any news of my life over here.The time is moving so fast and now is already February.Any closed things and memories behind still fresh in my mind.February? oh its mean my final exam will coming soon around 3 more week and i still here swing swing in the middle of nowhere.I dunno what will happen for this sem result,hope everything gonna be okay.Try and do your best is usually out from everyone mind and mouth,whatelse to say rite.Im not gonna write down much over here,i know there is alot of things in my mind to write over here.But my feeling not let me to do so.
..The 1st picture from you to me,i miss you so much
I lost my spirit and my confident so much,i miss her so damn much rite now and i dunno when i can see her again.Maybe just in my dream that usally happen to me.Im sorry for everything,im sorry to make u cry.I dowant it happen because i love u so much,but i dunno how could this happen between urs.I still wish that 1 day i could have u back.Do keep in touch if u read my blog,i really really need you in my side.Love make me crazy and im learning alot of that.
This few day,something bad news is around me.Zeal's grandmother passed away on saturday if im not wrong and yestarday one of my friend Hawk @ Faiz too.May the rest in peace,Al-Fatihah to Faiz.
Im reading alot of Aviation > Aspiring pilots forum and news,i try to find back my fully spirit to be one of the The Aviator,isit work ? im not sure yet.. because im still the same here,huh does i need to say that no more love for me?why must i be like this ? maybe this is what i promise to myself "i wont find any girl until i become a pilot" maybe the sumpah is already there,if the word is correct..i will it go,"Ya Allah kuatkan lah semangat ku untuk menempuh hari-hari yang bakal ku tempuhi.Berikan hambamu ini semangat untuk memperolehi ilmu pengetahuan" Amin..where can i find back my spirit! :( but i guess i know where is my spirit,and i know it wont work since i already asking for it.Where was it? it could be my special girl friend,Patricia.
You look fresh :)..im sorry to post your pic here,u look awesome >.<
To the right to the right :] ..im sorry again to post this pic here without your permission,dont sue me.
Im sorry to publish your name here again my dear,im totally lost without you.I dunno why my heart and feeling is so deeply on you.What can i say is "You'r My True Love" ..im feel so sorry to make u cry.Its not in my mind to make u that,please believe me, ur my true love.5 of November 2006 is still fresh my mind,miss the day and everything about you,5 of November 2003 also the 1st email u send to me.What a sweet memories in 5 of November,hope something sweet and nice will happen next on 5 of November,its only me and you.Good Luck on your study and your life dear.You look sweet in the pictures on the colleges trip to Cameron Highland,holding a camera so awesome :)
After for so long i cannot publish any songs that out in my mind due some problem with the new internet port, and today i will post back any song that out in my mind and bring any expression to me,LyricalExpression -.- im sorry for hurt you sayang.Forgive me,i still love you so much.
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
..im not suppose to do that to you,and im sorry..i know im wrong :( Please forgive me and i will always hope to have u back forever.
Christina Aguilera
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you