Day after day,im waiting for something that i want to know..and today Saturday,i got the answer because someone is asnwered it.Crying and sad over me,hopeless and despressed again and again.I hope that was the true answer and no lies behind me.
Everything i learn today hopefully will be better the next day.I live and i learn, its im stupid? ..should be maybe or should be not,because everyone is not perfect and everything came from Allah, and i need to received it open with my mind and always thinking positive.
I think its enough for me to falling to something called LOVE,because im too weak to handle and will down until a 0% ..im weak on this kind of situation,and what i told it to myself last time is correct,go for your dream 1st because i know i cannot handle 2 things in 1 times.Im weak, rezza ur weak.. and no need to act that u can handle it..and now i admit.
I cry and sad too much about girl more than my dreams to be The Aviator..both are feeling, but there is 2 different things and i cannot loves anyone else than my family,friends and ambition.Allah if im correct for what i choose to be,go on with it..
Its over random guy! good luck to myself for Monday exam paper..wish the year will be more meaningfull life and the best year for me.Journey to be The Aviator still there,im proud to be myself and im give up about love, and i hope i will only find that after my dream come true,"YaAllah Ya Tuhanku,jauhkan daku dari semua itu...hambamu ini hanya berharap dapat mencapai cita-citanya dan membanggakan kedua ibubapanya, Amin" -- crying
Meant To Live
Fumbling his confidence And wondering why the world has passed him by Hoping that he's bid for more than arguments And failed attempts to fly, fly
[Chorus] We were meant to live for so much more Have we lost ourselves? Somewhere we live inside Somewhere we live inside We were meant to live for so much more Have we lost ourselves? Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence And whether mice or men have second tries Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open Maybe we're bent and broken, broken
[Chorus]
We want more than this world's got to offer We want more than this world's got to offer We want more than the wars of our fathers And everything inside screams for second life, yeah
We were meant to live for so much more Have we lost ourselves? We were meant to live for so much more Have we lost ourselves? We were meant to live for so much more Have we lost ourselves? We were meant to live We were meant to live